i fully expect to be sucked into a vortex one day. this is not a metaphor for death. i think that one day, something that defies natural law will occur to me, like being sucked into a vortex that randomly appears in the sky, and i will be the only one that can prove this cosmic anomaly exists, and the cosmic anomaly will make me disappear and i will not be able to prove that this anomaly, proof of a separate reality from what is taken as general truth, exists.
i enjoy life and maintain an abnormal fear of death. i do not always treat the people i love as good as i possibly could. i do not work as hard as i want to. i destroy my own body and my environment with chemicals and bad practices. i think most people do this, but are unaware that there is a process of achieving this kind of hypocrisy.
i talk about buying products sometimes.
sometimes i think about a few republican things, and do not hate them.
people are the same, in theory. in actuality, people do not always think about their selfish motivations or if their actions reflect their beliefs.
politically, people in america probably agree with these three things:
1) people should be free to make their own choices when those choices do not dramatically affect the lives of others.
2) the government should provide enough protection for people so that they can have lives that are secure and without a constant realistic fear of death.
3) our environment is important, and the conservation of nature is something that should be taken seriously.
there are different implications to these beliefs, but ask nearly anyone what they think about them, and they will answer truthfully and probably agree. the problem is, people do not think about their actions and how what they are doing may not agree with what they want to be doing.
the only way to actually vote in america is with money. corporations and special interests dictate everything now. i am sorry. i don’t agree with it, and i will take my gun to the capitol if anyone wants to do something about it, but until then, money decides everything. if you buy coffee, you support latin america. if you buy groceries at whole foods, you support organic foods. if you buy wine, you support grapes.
i am a capitalist. i eat burgers sometimes, and sometimes wish i was a vegetarian. there are vortices in the water, occasionally. i think about socialism and how it is okay and helps good people. i think about how politicians are all wrong and horrible. i think about death every day. i try to show my family i care about them. i buy products and services.