must stop pain. must eat. must take pills that fuck me up. must feed dog. must move finger to type. must adjust crotch. must move head to look at dog. must refrain from hurting dog at all times. must not hurt dog. must love dog. must eat something. must nap. must watch television. must watch csi with dog. must watch knight rider with dog. must make sure i am still alive. must call mom. must type. must eat something. must love dog. must take more pills that fuck me up. must drink water. must hear phone. must tap foot on ground. must look at phone. must not hurt phone. must watch csi:miami with dog. must watch law & order with dog. must watch simon and simon with dog. must watch the a-team with dog. must watch law & order again with dog.