seat 111. the usual seat. no change. weak. baseball tonight. i’m getting fatter. ugh. baseball. fatter. me. baseball. going to die. fat. i’m okay. it’s okay to be afraid of the passage of time. new season. baseball. no homework. blogging. baseball. beers. hot dog. beers. okay. i’m alright. things could be better. blogs. bear parade. lots of money in real jobs. don’t care. graduate school. baseball. beer. hot dog. first hot dog of the season. first hot dog in america. i love beer. i hate. math. fat. stomach. hot. weather. time. die. going. beer. twenty-five. old. death. beer. baseball. blog. hot dog. all i need. beer. beer. beer. die. hot dog. baseball. blog. death. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. hot dog. beer.